I love everything about him.
His hair, his voice, his smile.
I can't take my eyes off of him.<3
YoseopYang. LOVE OF MY LIFEEEEE.

nolife.

I am so aggravated. I'm gonna have to offend little Janice of 7th grade, since I used to love Twilight in 2007.
But, seriously this crap is becoming surprisingly popular.
Maybe because of Taylour Lautner.
I personally wouldn't mind covering his sexy body with chocolate and licking it alllllll off. (;
UGHHH. Are people DUMB?
They're missing out on all these other books that aren't written by Mormans and isn't all sexist and has glittery vampires.
Like what the fuck? They glitter. -______________- They fucking glitter. Like fucking fairies.
I mean don't they know Mark Z. Danielewski?
How his classic House of Leaves become a part of your life.
How the story causes you to feel fear and this heaviness about your chest?
It's all about books that come into you.
And the masterpiece Rachel Cohn and David Levithan created for us.
Naomi and Ely's No Kiss List and Nick and Norah's Infinite Playlist.
Simply beautiful. The movie can't even make up for the words in the pages.
I don't know why I'm ranting about books. I have no life

Currently am reading Anne Rice's trilogy of Sleeping Beauty w/ Noel.
I'm on the second book, Beauty's Punishment.
It's pretty pornographic. LOLLL. But it's fun to read with Noel. And it's really sad.
Like seriously, what happened to Alexi? How can Beauty just rebel like that and fuck Tristan?
Freaking niggerskank. ALEXIIII.

You gave me happiness from the simple things.
How when I was wearing you shorts you said it was my boyfriends.
It might have meant nothing to you when you said that, but it made me happy.
And that's what counts.
From Ponyo to sandwiches to pillows.
I hope there's more for us in the future.

Would we be best friends if I hadn't left?
I still think of you from time to time, but I'm pretty sure you have forgotten all about me.
Do you remember how you used to play Mario and I'd sit there watching you?
How we used to compete in who got higher on the swings?
How we'd race each other in busy sidewalks. How you'd always win?
How you had that nickname for me.
How you'd ALWAYS talk about bloody mary.
It traumatized me so much.
How we lived walking distance away from each other.
Do you remember? Because I do.
We're history, but we've been there since the beginning.

I miss you. I pray for you almost every night.
I pray that no harm comes your way.
I pray that you're always safe and that you're not as sick.
I pray that you eat enough.
I pray that you don't miss me that much.
I pray that something will allow us to be together again,
I wish you could move here. The my life would be complete.
Because you are the closest thing I have.
And the secrets I keep from you is to keep you from pain.
I love you a lot more than I can express.

You're such a faggot. I wish you'd just go away.
You're cruel and harsh.
You never felt bad when you said you did.
I know it. Fuck you.
Show some decency.

You've changed a lot.
I miss the old us.
You get drunk.
You lie about going to church.
You've fucked somebody elses bf.
You sneak around.
You party.
What happened to innocence?
Are you even nice anymore?
I hope you make better decisions in life.
But no matter what, I will never turn my back against you.

It's hard for me. Are you hurt? Do you just not care?
The only reason why I try so hard is because we've gone through so much.
I try because even though it's over, I want to be there.
How can all that hard work just shatter?
One day, you'll realize what I meant to you.

You confuse me a lot.
You're undeniably irresistible, yet I can't get close to you.
If I could have you, I'd have you in a heartbeat.
And maybe you could erase all our pain away.
Erase all our past.
Maybe you'd make the present day worth it enough for me to stay.
But you could never be mine. And I'll never stay grounded for you.
Our two different worlds make me feel so alone.

I dislike you at times.
I can never trust you, yet I hand it to you.
I give you chance after chance to prove to me that I can trust you.
But you never do that.
You don't even know that I don't appreciate some of your actions.
I hope you can learn your flaws yourself.

idwtdta

You only remained by my side because you liked me.
You didn't want to be close friends just for the sake of being friends.
You did it because you wanted to get close to me as a guy.
Why do I say this? Because once your feelings vanished, you merely walked out.
Did you ever care? I try so hard to not think of you anymore.
Usually I don't, but you're always in the corners of my mind.
I hate it. You treated me like fucking trash, and I let you.
I don't want to say this. I really don't. But, I miss you.
What you were to me before. And I miss what I was to you before.

EHGEEE

I don't know why but I had so much fun attempting to cook for Eddie.
It took a long ass time though cuhs he ran out of rice so we had to make it.
He said it was "aightt". Ahaha. I'm so honored.
My first time cooking for someone.

I feel really ad right now because I think there has been a misunderstanding.
I hope it gets fixed and I hope that those two can be happy.

teeheee. Just made myself chicken tortillas, but they kinda ripped, so I'm eating it like a sandwich.
Yum yum.

It's cold. I don't know what to blog about. Like, I feel like I can't go deep.
I want someone to talk to. About everything. With no humility or shame.