Bored out of my mind.

I'm so tired. I woke up at 8 just so I could check up on Brian.
I hope I make him feel bad about it on Sunday. Just kidding.
I fell asleep at like 9:30 again and woke up at 4.
Mimi keeps throwing up because she stole my watermelon yesterday.
I haven't eaten the whole day, and it's 8 pm already.
MY LIFE IS SO BORING ATM. D:

Biffle

I found my long lost bestfriend yesterday. :D
I am gonna go stalk her often with my binoculars. >:]
We're going to have a reunion with our 4th grade teacher.<3
People are so fucking tall in Virginia.
Argh I can't wait to go to New York.
I'm so lazyyyyyyyyy. I'm supposed to go to the gym today. =/
So I can lose my thigh fat and my tummy fat.
I'd rather be fat and happy. )=

Simple at best.

It's like those once in a lifetime moments.
You fuck around with random strangers on Omegle dot com and end up talking to someone about your future, your fears, and life at the moment without even knowing their name. And then, one click of a button, and they're gone.
You sit there staring at the screen thinking of how hungry you are and decide to kill time playing games and reading articles.
Time passes. Birds start singing. Lightness creeps up slowly, and boom! Suddenly the sun's shining through the windows welcoming another day, except it still feels like yesterday.
Then your mom wakes up at 6AM to say goooodmoooorning, and you end up sitting around like lazy bums laughing at memories and silly things from the past and talking about your dad and her youth-hood.
Then you attempt to make a nice breakfast of sunny side eggs, but mess it up so bad, you have to flip it over so the fire can cook away the ugly imperfect mess of yellow yolk.
After feasting, you stumble to the sofa and fall asleep until 4PM.
AMEN.

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I think I'll start to write bigger. It's more appealing.
It's 1:21AM and I swear to my toes that I am an insomniac.
My biff is being a total arsehole JERL. Go kick him.
YOU ARE A BAD BIFF. I miss you biff.

Janice: "haha. i trust steven. with my whole heart"

Janice: what is that? did you say those words were BLACK?!

Steven: nooo!

Steven: they're gold!

Steven: golden words

I have pimples all over my face. D:
I've never had this many pimples on my face all at once. FML.
Okay well, yesterday night was horrible. I laid there crying, unable to fall asleep.
Maybe this is why I hate sleeping so much now.
Because it makes me think of scary, sad, or unbearable thoughts. =/

Why won't you care? Listen? See me cry? Fuck.
I'm scared of commitment, but not with you.
I'm scared of commitment in fear of losing everything of you.
But I'm never afraid to commit to you. I devote.
I really hate myself for fucking things up. FUCKFUCKFUCK.
I just want to be a clamorous girl being all up in your face telling you, "Look at me."
I can't. I've already accepted you looking down on me.
Why am I still doing this?
February. March. April. May. June.
July.
This is the 6th month, but will it ensure I walk off for good?
I'm almost there. Distractions. I bury myself in distractions.
HELP ME FIND SOMEBODY TO WHISK ME AWAY FROM THIS. D:
I'm okay now. That's my spazzing out moments.

Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just began to form.
Crop circles in the carpet.
Sinking. Feeling.
Spin me round again, and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When busy streets, a mess with people.
Would stop to hold their heads heavy.
hide&seek.trains&sewingmachines.
allthoseyears,theywerehere1st.

I'm scared I'll never get married and have my own children to mollycoddle.
I'm scared I'll never have the job of a therapist I've yearned for.
Never be nascent, never be nubile.

Today I woke up at 7:54AM. I studied and fell asleep at 9.
I woke up at 1 and listened to Utada Hikaru for almost the whole day.

Snickerdoodle

Hi I'm Janice, and I'm a sinner.
I juss got my three warts on my right arm frozen. It hurts.
I didn't like the two on my ring finger, cuhs I got them from Fairfax Square's pool.
And Fairfax Square's pool reminds me of things. )=
And they were gross also. Yuck, fuck dirty pools.
I really like the one on my elbow though. I'm hoping it doesn't freeze off.
I like how I have a matching bra and undies in purple.
I don't like how my dog attacks me viciously out of nowhere when I'm trying to sleep.
I like how there are fireworks even when Independence was yesterday.
I don't like it that Coco keeps bullying Rosie. >:[
I like my pink smiley face cushion.
I don't like how I fell asleep at 5AM because I was sad.
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