#4 I suppose?

Dear Sophiaboo,
I'm so upset and I can't even cry becuhs if I cry then "all hell breaks loose" again. I hate how they make a big deal when I cry. If I want to cry, I can cry. Fuck America. This isn't a free country. Not for me. Fuck the Constitution, I have no say in here. Fuck. So I'm sitting here all dressed, and I even have a necklace on, and I can't even go out to church. What the fuck. If I go to hell, it's his fault. Because when I moved here, I couldn't go to church for 2 years and then I drifted away from God Almighty and played cards with the devil instead. Fuck myself. I'm fucking stupid and horrible and bad. Fuck all those people trying t bring me down. Fuck all those nosy people who read my blogs for the sake of a source to obtain more information on me to hate on me for instead of caring. Fuck the world and the fucked up people that walks on it. Fuck this. Fuck all my blogs to you, cuhs they're always so damn pessimistic and sad instead of something along the lines of "Sophia guess what? Today I had a good day". Fuck this. Fuck fuck fuck. Fuck the eff word and it's fucking clicheness. Fuck the bitches. WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO BE UPSET CUHS OF HIM. FUCK MY LIFE. Wait I can't even say my life is fucked cuhs then those fucking creepers will have something else to spit out to me on.

Agh. Bullshit.

I hate when I feel like this becuhs when I'm in this moment, I always feel like nothing's ever going to get better. And it's constantly the same shit over and over again. The same yearnings and the same wants the same I want this the same hopes and dreams. Must I even have to repeat them? You should already know that I want to scramble away from here. Same shit. Constantly. I'm wasting away. FUCK IM SO FUCKING PISSED OFF FUCK FUCK FUCK.

Okay enough. Bullshit bullshit bullshit. Fuck shit cock.

I've been having this huge urge to go shopping, but my money is running low. :[
Fuck my parents for not buying me anything and instead wasting money on fucking disgusting fast food shit that makes me get fatter and fatter everyday. Fuck. Fuck them for feeding me old yellow rice when I constantly tell my dad that I'll fucking make rice so will you please make her stop making so much fucking rice in one day and making us eat that shit for 2 weeks. Fuck, disgusting.

What the fuck. it always goes back to that. Uhhmmm. FUCKKK. Apples. (:
Omg. So in credit recovery, they gave out pineapples, and it was so good! <3

Uhmmmm. Fuck.
I've been listening to Justin Bieber repeatedly. Haha.
I wish the new season for South Park would start again.

Okay so my parents bought disgusting toothpaste. Lemme go check what it is.
It's Crest cool mint gel, and it doesn't work for shit.
It doesn't make my mouth feel fresh. It sucks. Don't ever use it.
And you know what else sucks? Aquafresh. Aquafresh is so not fresh. Complete bullshitters.
I'm gonna go watch We Got Married or some shit. Fuck this.
Fuck Chemistry assessments. I don't understand shit. No child left behind my ass.

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