Today's gonna be boring.

I have to pick up my dog today because I missed her fatass too much. I'm so fucking tired. I'm not even kidding.
PART 1
Yesterday, I woke up pretty early and watched Sky of Love with Arimi but I had to go to Jane's place.
I saw Jane! Aghhhh, I love her so much. She opens the door, I scream, "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN ALL MY LIFEEE?!" and she screams. Then when we get inside, she says, "You're still alive!" Wow. We play Rockband, I fail miserably, but hey! I thought I was pretty good for a person playing for the secondeth time. Then we walk walk walk through the forest to Annandale Terrace, and I see Mrs. Altenburger!<3 We walked back to Jane's casa, and looked at all my old letters I wrote to her. I was so lame and homo. >__________< Then we went to Old Country Buffet, and BoHyun couldn't come. My friiking Giraffe, Jane and I acted like such retards. We ate and we were trying tro gross out the Korean people on the table next to us. "I JUST FARTED" and "OH MY GOD I THINK I QUEEFED" then laughing real loud and obnoxiously. AFter, we did the icecream challenge. On our chocolate/vanilla icecream, we put corn, beef gravy, spaghetti sauce, some crunchy shit, nacho cheese, beans, some huge ass prune, and some other crap. It looked fucking disgusting. So we have to eat it all, and the guys that sat in the table behing me were like "They're fucking eating that shit dawg!" We only ate 3 bites, and got sick. It was so fucking grossss. Then we were showing off Latania Shanaynay. I was waving him around, and the guys behind us were like "Oh shit is that a dildo?!" anddd "Baby got bick dick!" I think they thought we were retarded. When we left, they left too, and they like hinked and drove around the parking lot three times and then the black guy nodded his head at me. The shiz. Why do guys always nod their heads at me? Why can't they say "hi" or something. In school too. I walk past, my guy friend nods. So I nod back, but it doesn't feel cool at all, it feels lame. Anyhow, I came home then went with my momma to park her car and walked back jumping and singing "WHY CAN'T YOU SEEEEEEEE~ YOU BELONG WITH MEEEE~" at the top of my lungs while spitting out grape seeds.
Part 2
I had to go to sleep at 12PM, but I couldn't sleep so I came out to the living room to finish Sky of Love. It was a cute movie. Hiro's kinda cute but his voice just kills it. Disgusting. D: At about 3AM, he tells me he can come to Annandale, and then in like another 5 minutes, he's already here while I'm trying to look for my shirt I lost. I still can't find it. I can't believe I took it off last night and it disappeared just like that. T___T It was raining outside and I had to like be uber quiet and sneak out. It was so scary outside. All dark and wet and strangers lurking about.And then yadayada then it was 6AM so we had to go. I suppose. I came home and fell asleep on the carpet. I'm gonna go back to sleep, shiz I'm so tired. But I'm happy. (:

Jane and my babies are sexy. Latania Shanaynay Pham and Tammy Denise Yang.<3

You...

were so unexpected; like some astray meteor fallen from the sky. Landed right smack in the center of my frozen heart. You're slowly melting my sadness away. I don't know you yet, but I'll let ME figure you out. As much as I'd like to turn around and run from all these small "obstacles"(nonamusingshitintheway), I'll let myself get hurt possibly, obtain happiness possibly, and gain a friend possibly so that I can get a glimpse of who you really are. You may fuck me over, and I won't blame anyone for that, but I'd like to put some faith in fate. You're a sweettalker. You're tall. You're deep and mildy perverted. You can make me smile, a lot. I still don't know much about you. Is there time? You tell me. I'd like to make at least a tiny impact in your life though; leave something (memories?) behind.

I have no idea what to write. I'm really out of it.

Anyways, I'm glad I met you.
We have the same burfdays. HIGHFIVE! ^___^
Coincidence? Maybe not.

P.S. I'm not too afraid of falling. I'm afraid you won't catch me once I hit the bottom.

Bored out of my mind.

I'm so tired. I woke up at 8 just so I could check up on Brian.
I hope I make him feel bad about it on Sunday. Just kidding.
I fell asleep at like 9:30 again and woke up at 4.
Mimi keeps throwing up because she stole my watermelon yesterday.
I haven't eaten the whole day, and it's 8 pm already.
MY LIFE IS SO BORING ATM. D:

Biffle

I found my long lost bestfriend yesterday. :D
I am gonna go stalk her often with my binoculars. >:]
We're going to have a reunion with our 4th grade teacher.<3
People are so fucking tall in Virginia.
Argh I can't wait to go to New York.
I'm so lazyyyyyyyyy. I'm supposed to go to the gym today. =/
So I can lose my thigh fat and my tummy fat.
I'd rather be fat and happy. )=

Simple at best.

It's like those once in a lifetime moments.
You fuck around with random strangers on Omegle dot com and end up talking to someone about your future, your fears, and life at the moment without even knowing their name. And then, one click of a button, and they're gone.
You sit there staring at the screen thinking of how hungry you are and decide to kill time playing games and reading articles.
Time passes. Birds start singing. Lightness creeps up slowly, and boom! Suddenly the sun's shining through the windows welcoming another day, except it still feels like yesterday.
Then your mom wakes up at 6AM to say goooodmoooorning, and you end up sitting around like lazy bums laughing at memories and silly things from the past and talking about your dad and her youth-hood.
Then you attempt to make a nice breakfast of sunny side eggs, but mess it up so bad, you have to flip it over so the fire can cook away the ugly imperfect mess of yellow yolk.
After feasting, you stumble to the sofa and fall asleep until 4PM.
AMEN.

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I think I'll start to write bigger. It's more appealing.
It's 1:21AM and I swear to my toes that I am an insomniac.
My biff is being a total arsehole JERL. Go kick him.
YOU ARE A BAD BIFF. I miss you biff.

Janice: "haha. i trust steven. with my whole heart"

Janice: what is that? did you say those words were BLACK?!

Steven: nooo!

Steven: they're gold!

Steven: golden words

I have pimples all over my face. D:
I've never had this many pimples on my face all at once. FML.
Okay well, yesterday night was horrible. I laid there crying, unable to fall asleep.
Maybe this is why I hate sleeping so much now.
Because it makes me think of scary, sad, or unbearable thoughts. =/

Why won't you care? Listen? See me cry? Fuck.
I'm scared of commitment, but not with you.
I'm scared of commitment in fear of losing everything of you.
But I'm never afraid to commit to you. I devote.
I really hate myself for fucking things up. FUCKFUCKFUCK.
I just want to be a clamorous girl being all up in your face telling you, "Look at me."
I can't. I've already accepted you looking down on me.
Why am I still doing this?
February. March. April. May. June.
July.
This is the 6th month, but will it ensure I walk off for good?
I'm almost there. Distractions. I bury myself in distractions.
HELP ME FIND SOMEBODY TO WHISK ME AWAY FROM THIS. D:
I'm okay now. That's my spazzing out moments.

Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just began to form.
Crop circles in the carpet.
Sinking. Feeling.
Spin me round again, and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When busy streets, a mess with people.
Would stop to hold their heads heavy.
hide&seek.trains&sewingmachines.
allthoseyears,theywerehere1st.

I'm scared I'll never get married and have my own children to mollycoddle.
I'm scared I'll never have the job of a therapist I've yearned for.
Never be nascent, never be nubile.

Today I woke up at 7:54AM. I studied and fell asleep at 9.
I woke up at 1 and listened to Utada Hikaru for almost the whole day.

Snickerdoodle

Hi I'm Janice, and I'm a sinner.
I juss got my three warts on my right arm frozen. It hurts.
I didn't like the two on my ring finger, cuhs I got them from Fairfax Square's pool.
And Fairfax Square's pool reminds me of things. )=
And they were gross also. Yuck, fuck dirty pools.
I really like the one on my elbow though. I'm hoping it doesn't freeze off.
I like how I have a matching bra and undies in purple.
I don't like how my dog attacks me viciously out of nowhere when I'm trying to sleep.
I like how there are fireworks even when Independence was yesterday.
I don't like it that Coco keeps bullying Rosie. >:[
I like my pink smiley face cushion.
I don't like how I fell asleep at 5AM because I was sad.
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