Bored out of my mind.

I'm so tired. I woke up at 8 just so I could check up on Brian.
I hope I make him feel bad about it on Sunday. Just kidding.
I fell asleep at like 9:30 again and woke up at 4.
Mimi keeps throwing up because she stole my watermelon yesterday.
I haven't eaten the whole day, and it's 8 pm already.
MY LIFE IS SO BORING ATM. D:

Biffle

I found my long lost bestfriend yesterday. :D
I am gonna go stalk her often with my binoculars. >:]
We're going to have a reunion with our 4th grade teacher.<3
People are so fucking tall in Virginia.
Argh I can't wait to go to New York.
I'm so lazyyyyyyyyy. I'm supposed to go to the gym today. =/
So I can lose my thigh fat and my tummy fat.
I'd rather be fat and happy. )=

Simple at best.

It's like those once in a lifetime moments.
You fuck around with random strangers on Omegle dot com and end up talking to someone about your future, your fears, and life at the moment without even knowing their name. And then, one click of a button, and they're gone.
You sit there staring at the screen thinking of how hungry you are and decide to kill time playing games and reading articles.
Time passes. Birds start singing. Lightness creeps up slowly, and boom! Suddenly the sun's shining through the windows welcoming another day, except it still feels like yesterday.
Then your mom wakes up at 6AM to say goooodmoooorning, and you end up sitting around like lazy bums laughing at memories and silly things from the past and talking about your dad and her youth-hood.
Then you attempt to make a nice breakfast of sunny side eggs, but mess it up so bad, you have to flip it over so the fire can cook away the ugly imperfect mess of yellow yolk.
After feasting, you stumble to the sofa and fall asleep until 4PM.
AMEN.

No Title

I think I'll start to write bigger. It's more appealing.
It's 1:21AM and I swear to my toes that I am an insomniac.
My biff is being a total arsehole JERL. Go kick him.
YOU ARE A BAD BIFF. I miss you biff.

Janice: "haha. i trust steven. with my whole heart"

Janice: what is that? did you say those words were BLACK?!

Steven: nooo!

Steven: they're gold!

Steven: golden words

I have pimples all over my face. D:
I've never had this many pimples on my face all at once. FML.
Okay well, yesterday night was horrible. I laid there crying, unable to fall asleep.
Maybe this is why I hate sleeping so much now.
Because it makes me think of scary, sad, or unbearable thoughts. =/

Why won't you care? Listen? See me cry? Fuck.
I'm scared of commitment, but not with you.
I'm scared of commitment in fear of losing everything of you.
But I'm never afraid to commit to you. I devote.
I really hate myself for fucking things up. FUCKFUCKFUCK.
I just want to be a clamorous girl being all up in your face telling you, "Look at me."
I can't. I've already accepted you looking down on me.
Why am I still doing this?
February. March. April. May. June.
July.
This is the 6th month, but will it ensure I walk off for good?
I'm almost there. Distractions. I bury myself in distractions.
HELP ME FIND SOMEBODY TO WHISK ME AWAY FROM THIS. D:
I'm okay now. That's my spazzing out moments.

Where are we? What the hell is going on?
The dust has only just began to form.
Crop circles in the carpet.
Sinking. Feeling.
Spin me round again, and rub my eyes.
This can't be happening.
When busy streets, a mess with people.
Would stop to hold their heads heavy.
hide&seek.trains&sewingmachines.
allthoseyears,theywerehere1st.

I'm scared I'll never get married and have my own children to mollycoddle.
I'm scared I'll never have the job of a therapist I've yearned for.
Never be nascent, never be nubile.

Today I woke up at 7:54AM. I studied and fell asleep at 9.
I woke up at 1 and listened to Utada Hikaru for almost the whole day.

Snickerdoodle

Hi I'm Janice, and I'm a sinner.
I juss got my three warts on my right arm frozen. It hurts.
I didn't like the two on my ring finger, cuhs I got them from Fairfax Square's pool.
And Fairfax Square's pool reminds me of things. )=
And they were gross also. Yuck, fuck dirty pools.
I really like the one on my elbow though. I'm hoping it doesn't freeze off.
I like how I have a matching bra and undies in purple.
I don't like how my dog attacks me viciously out of nowhere when I'm trying to sleep.
I like how there are fireworks even when Independence was yesterday.
I don't like it that Coco keeps bullying Rosie. >:[
I like my pink smiley face cushion.
I don't like how I fell asleep at 5AM because I was sad.
asdfghjkl;

Air

11:O9AM
Haha. I’m currently on the plane, and since there’s no internet.
I’m writing this on Microsoft Word so I can copy&paste it to my blog laters!
My phone won’t even work ,shiet. >:[
Teehee. I’m watching SpongeBob Squarepants. I love SpongeBob. (:
Bleeeeh. I wanted to talk to my girliefrand on the plane, but I have no service.
They say the flight will only take 4 hours and 14 minutes.
I don’t like the number four. D=
I’m so mad, the airport didn’t sell any Arizona Iced Tea.
I’m kinda dizzy. I hope I have internet in Virginia.
Also, Jennifer Nguyen is coming here too, next month.
Hopefully, we meet up and hang out of California. :O
Haha. I’m juss gonna play games on my laptop now.
I would play Sims2, but then it’s kinda embarrassing cuhs people can see.
I’m so tired. I slept at 3AM and woke up at 6AM.
Now I’m watching MTV. It’s talking about Coney Island. (:
I’ve been to Coney Island once with my mom. It’s really fun. I should go again.
This blog is gonna be boring cuhs I’m so distracted watching RoomRaiders.

1:O2PM
I’ve been watching iCarly for the past 2 hours. I actually like it.
How old are these characters anyways? They look like kids.
Man, I’m a little kid. It’s fucking cold.
I am REALLY cold. My nose is chilly.
I got free chips and a Sprite. Yayyyy for free food!
Okay, back to watching iCarly. :D

3:43PM/6:43PM
Stuck in traffic right now. At times like this, I wish I had WiFi.
I’m currently listening to my iPod with the JetBlue headphones.
They were $1 at the airport, but this nice white man gave them to me for free.
I’m really starting to appreciate white people nowadays.
Hopefully, this airport traffic rush won’t last long becuhs I’m really hungry.
I called my girliferand juss a while ago. Made me feel much better.
I’m taller than my mom. :O It’s been 2 years.
Listening to Hide and Seek.<3>
I’m getting really fond of these headphones.
They’ve been with me for the past 5 hours, and it’s way better then my jacked up earphones.
Well, I’ll update laters! I’m gonna go play some computer games.

4:37PM/7:37PM
I finally got my hands on some internet. I'm at my momma's friend's house.
They're making me food! :D
I'll try to update throughout the summer.

What am I supposed to do?

I was hoping you'd fall in love with me the second time I came around.

Today was SO tiring. I went out to eat with Ms.E at Brodard Chateau.
She dropped me off at my boyfrand, Arimi's house.
I had like massive diarrhea at her house because I ate too much at Brodard. It was so sad.
I even prayed to God to save me and help my tummy not hurt while sitting on the toilet.
After that whole scene was over, I talked with my boyfrand. I've missed her.
Then my dad said he was coming home early, so I rushed out.
I stopped by Sk's house.
The first thing he says to me when he sees me, "Why are you so short?"
I rushed to the bus station, but no bus was coming so I fast walked to the next bus station.
There was a 20 year oldish man waiting, so I asked him when the bus would come.
He started talking to me and shiet, and I told him I had to go home cuhs my dad didn't know I was out.
He asked me where I lived. Eeeek. I told him that I lived in the Korean district. D=
I also noticed he had a fucking erection when he was talking to me. So scary! T____T
I got off the bus and ran home and talked to bf on the phone.
Then my phone ran out of batteries and turned off on her. >:O
My dad didn't bring me sushi. ):
Well, I should start packing for Monday! && call my mommy.<3