I saw a rainbow today (:

You say you still care for me. Uhh sureee...
Well do you still like me?
Are we still going to follow through with me moving in when I hit 18?
If not, please tell me.
Or maybe you already have, and I didn't fucking get it cuhs I'm fucking stupid.
I really hate this. It makes me so mad.

I just want to forget it and fucking leave you alone if you say you don't.
So fucking tell me.

It's SOOO FUCKING PERFECT. haha. SO SO SO very fucking PERfect.
for you.

I fucking give up. Fuck it. It's not like we're gonna ever have history.
Or still be fucking friends when I'm fucking 18.

I'm an idiot.

Life is so fucking bliss. As hell. I'm so happy.