Cuhs loving you ain't that hard.

1. I've been in love with the song I'm Sprung by T-Pain ever since 5th grade.
2. I'm in a really bad mood right now. I think I'm going to cry. And also I didn't get to eat sushi today.
3. I hope my lucky number seventh kiss is special.
4. I really want to watch Hills Have Eyes. I've been craving to see mutated ugly people eating humans for the past week. I know, I'm corrupted. If I don't get to see it tomorrow, my week will suck.
5. I really should stop lagging and read about the fucking circulatory/respiratory system. It's soooo long though.
6. My intestines hurt because Nhu smacked me in my sensitive place today. :[
7. I rarely drink coke. It's all about Dr. Pepper. Lemme go get me a can of coke. I know it's disappointing.
8. I always wander about hallways and sidewalks feeling empty.
9. I've only been to Six Flags once. I've only been to Busch Gardens once. I've never been to Kings Dominion.
10. I'm really frightened when I turn on my blow dryer to high. I always put my back on the wall and sit down so I can see the mirror, closet door, and underneath the bed. So if something pops out to eat me, I can juss turn off my blow dryer.
11. I get excited over small things. Ex. nightlights. -____-
12. I have no idea where my future is heading, but I can't fucking wait for it.
13. I am dreadfully terrified of death. I wish I had someone to talk about my huge fear with. D:
14. I'm also scared of pregnancy, but that's okay. I can't wait to create a miracle and a baby one day.
15. I squirt bugs with body splash until they die or call my dad to kill them. If there's no other choice, I wrap my hands with a whole bunch of toilet paper, get a newspaper and whack the motherfucker til it's dead.
16. I really want stuff from Pinkygirl.
17. I'm so mad that all my parents do for me is feed me and send me to freaking tutor. They haven't bought me an item of clothing for over a year, so I have to literally starve myself so I can save money. They promised me allowance if I bought things I needed with it, but they stopped giving me my normal hundred and they don't even buy me necessities. How am I going to survive? D:
18. My dad told me I was going to get sick and die because I spent all day on the computer on weekends. What the fuck? You're the one that grounded me. It's your fault. I could be running around outside getting fresh air right now. >:O
19. I'm still really pissed at whoever stole my pink Etnies. Really pissed.
20. I find it disturbing that Mr.Tonthat has a fucking hickey. Yuck. I had no balls to ask him about it.
21. I really want that humongous expensive teddy bear from Morning Glory.<3
22. I'm still feeling sad even while I'm doing this. )=
23. My boobs hurt a lot these days.
24. No matter how much I spew about my dad, stepmom, and mom, I really do appreciate them and love them. They're juss really stupid unreasonable at times.
25. I really really wish I could ahve a sex talk with my mom.
26. I want to buy UP on DVD and I haven't even watched it yet. I'd probably cry watching it.
27. I miss watching The Land Before Time movies and fireflies.
28. It seems I'm always wishing for the past. The past is my obsession. I'm scared that even while I'm free of my parents' grasps, I'd look back to this year and yearn for it.
29. Todd's a creep. He imed me out of nowhere asking if I had a boyfriend. Pffft. ^_________^
30. I've always wanted to build a huge igloo in snow and go inside and pretend I'm an eskimo.
31. I love dogs. I don't think dogs like me.
32. I miss Mimi. Even if she used to hump my leg, scratch the shit outta me, make fun of my eyes, steal my food, and poop in front of my door on purpose so I'd step on it with bare feet.
33. I want to cuddle. So bad right now. I need cuddles when I'm sad. FML.
34. Who the fuck wants me? Creep. :[
35. I want to play Sorry. In a room with light colored, smooth wooden floors. And a window has to be on the side with sun shining through. I'd be so happy to play it with the guy I like at that moment I'm playing it.
36. Who the fuck is Young, and why would such a hot looking guy want to get with me? o___o Stop it Todd.
37. I lie. I lie a lot to protect myself from getting hurt. I've lied a lot to make myself look like a bitch so that person wouldn't know how much I hurt and what I felt + thought.
38. I'm pretty pathetic when it comes to guys. I make a fool out of myself.
39. I'm also a shallow bitch when it comes to guys.
40. He actually admitted he was staring at my boobs. Now he's asking me if that made me mad. No. No I'm not mad. I'm so darn used to it now. That's the only reason why you guys give me a second glance isn't it? I wish I was flat.

Eggrolls for breakfast

After my stepmom left, I rushed in the shower and got ready as quickly as possible.
After Hanna Jung called, I sneaked out wearing my new 4$ shoes. Those bitches hurt like hell. T0T;;
So we met up in front of Hanam Chain and went to go play pool.

It was soooo fun even though I fucking sucked! I was on Woojin's team; Hanna was on Danny's.
We had a practice round first, then the first round. We won on the first round because Danny hit the black 8ball in.
We decided on a best 2 out of 3 game and on the second game, Woojin and I were losing miserably.
Hanna and Danny had only one more ball left to shoot while we had 5.
We thought we were doomed (losers had to pay) until.... Hanna hit the black 8ball in. Automatic win!
The video took forever to load. Watch in the end, Woojin runs around in victory and we celebrate! :D
Oh and this video is the first round.

Woojin: they might have skillz but we have something even better than that...

Woojin: luck!
Hahaha. It was pretty fun. I played arcade games after with Hanna.




And after that we went to karaoke. Ding Dong Dang.


Then while Hanna and Danny were singing, Woojin and I tried on a whole bunch of wigs. It looks so funny. x]
I looked at it and I almost pissed on myself from laughing.


The guys restroom was super pretty with mirrors and I could see like a gazillion Janices and Woojins.

Then they walked me home, and on the way home
Danny piggy backed me for a while since my shoes were killing me.
And then it felt weird so I got off and we played Ninja while Hanna and Woojin made fun of us since they're jealous that they don't know how to play.
Danny smacked my hand super hard while playing Ninja. D=
Paco saw me limping home and he texted me asking what was wrong with my leg. HAHAH.
I got home and ate Lee's Sandwiches left over from the afternoon.
Whewwww. My feet hurt so much.

Exhaustion

School's always boring. I like kicking Arimi's locker.
It makes me feel strong when nobody else can kick it shut, but I can! :D
After school, I walked 2.9 miles to Card Stop to give a stupid ticket to THE girliefrand.
I was so pissed off. Haha. Woojin was on GoogleEarth stalking me. xD And giving me directions.
Blehhh. And after I gave the ticket to gf and shittt, he got mad at me.
I stomped away and into Payless to try on shoes for the heck of it.
This nice lady was like oh that's cute, when I tried on these shoes. They look OKAY.

She got it for me since it was on sale for 8$ and also it was buy one get one 50% off so it was 4$.
Whatta nice lady. I went back to Card Rush and got hit on by scary people. So I told them I like girls not guys. :[
Then Jay came to pick me up and I had to buy him Wendy's.
Janice: Jay, you're so skinny? How can I be skinny like you?
Jay: STOP EATING.
Janice: Jay, you're so pretty. How can I be pretty like you?
Jay: Stop being ugly!
He is a jerk jerk jerk!
I couldn't go bowling with Noel and Phoebe today, cuhs I had no money. :[
Cuhs I spent it on Jay and on lunch today in school.
Bestfrand, never talks to me that much anymore. I miss you bestfrand.
I'm so tired.

Goodbye my lover. Goodbye my friend. You have been the one. You have been the one for me.

stu-stu-stuttering

This morning, I woke up, thought to myself, "I really want some white underwear."
And then went to eat my daily breakfast of chocolate chipped waffles.
Credit Recovery is now officially over. I'm probably gonna miss it.
Mr. A always helping me on my tests/quizzes, people fighting for food, hockey, and etc. xD
Today, I was gonna go to the office to ask how I could make up my hours, but the counselor wasn't there.
I came back like 5 minutes later, and tried opening the door, but it wouldn't budge!
I pulled harder and a teacher walked past and looked at me.
I thought he was gonna help me open it, so I pulled the door again.
While I was struggling, he goes to the door and picks up the chain that holds the door closed and shakes it at me.
I was so embarrassed. >_________<;; I hope I can get good grades this last quarter. Sophomore year, I will try. Definitely.
I'll have an empty binder with all my old paper thrown away.
I can be organized again! Hahaha. And then 3 weeks later, my binders a mess again. D"=
I still can't wait for summer.
I can sleepover at Soo's place every single fucking day and meet her bf and swim with them Fairfax Square kids.
I get to see Sophia Xue, my boo. We can act like a bunch of retards in public places again.

I came home, and it turns out my stepmom bought me new undies! I have a white undie now. Yay! I swear I am a psychic! (:

Tina Ho stop being a stalker and go make your own blog. I know mine would be way better than yours.

I'm unusually happy today.... :D

French fries and Sims2

I'm eating McDonald's right now. I'm gonna get FATTT! D:
I'm so addicted to Sims2. My guy Sim got pregnant, cuhs he got captured by aliens. :D
Yesterday, I got a cute shirt at Target for $7! YAYYYYYYY. It's a white v-neck. It's kinda big. There were no Smalls.

I begged my dad to buy it for me since I can't go shopping at malls anymore, and I had to take out my pack of Almond Joys juss so he'd buy it for me. :[
I fucking love Almond Joys. D:
Last week, Nhu came over to work on our 5-paged stupid History assignments.
We ended up doing...

Indian accent! LMAO. And then TinaHo called me and yelled at us.

STOP

Was I never serious before? Was I always careless?
If I wasn't, why do you guys laugh at my pain?
It hurts. I giving up on Geometry, French, and slowly all my other classes.
I feel so weak. Inside and out. I don't have ANYBODY.
I blurt shit out to people, but that only means I'm stupid and gullible.
I hate this so much. I want to cry so badly, but I can't because my fucking parents.
I would cry in deep sorrowful gasps if I could. You, you make the tears I hold in, spill out.
You pour my full cup with more water. A much higher amount than I need. It overflows.
I always cling on to people and try to suck their comforts and smiles out of them so I can feel better.
I don't even know where I'm going. I spiral down. This is stupid.
Aghh. Thanks Eric Mak for trying to give me different views and listening to my stupid shit.

Don't talk about me from such a distant place. I know I'm not a perfect being, and I'm not so nice either, but it's not worth it. I don't know who to believe and what to believe, but I'll try to brush it off.
Bleeeh. Or maybe I'll juss go crying over my shit in school like a fucking retard. Keep it in Janice. You can do it. (:
Think of cute dinosaurs and helicopters. :D

My girliefrand owes me Starbucks cuhs I bought his babyass a Subway sandwich today. ^____^
Pffft. Yu-Gi-Oh!

Insomnia

I am FINALLY blogging. I've been so lazy. Bleeeehh.

Highlights of the day:

• Drawing dicks and trying to turn them into animals in French class with Linh and Dang.
• Attempting to serve a tennis ball. Multiple times.
  
• Breaking into my own swimming pool to try and kidnap baby ducks with Kenny.
• Leaving a voicemail for Nhu while making out with Bob (my balloon and bestfriend who is now deflated)
  
• Jay's house - nap on his bed, watch him play gayass games, eat burger king, and play Brawl on his Wii.
• Listening to Birthday Sex as of right now!

Baby oil smells good, and makes my leg all smoothish! ^___________^
Hmm. I don't really know what to talk about at the moment. I'm kinda tired.
I hope my dad let's me go to the strawberry festival.

Last year
Me: Strawberry festival?
Stephanie: Yuppp. They have everything strawberry!
Vivian: Strawberry shortcakes...
Stephanie: Strawberry pancakes.
Vivian: Strawberry
Stephanie: icecream!
Me: Strawberry hotdogs?! :O
Vivian: No. Not hotdogs, honey.

I've decided to get over it. I'll stop thinking about you, and start doing things for myself.
I'm gonna spoil myself.

Can't wait till I go to Todai and Genki Living with Kiki, Sandy, and Marjorie.
And I need to hang with my boyfrand, Arimi Thao Tammy Nguyen.<3
Basically, I can't wait for school to be over.
VIRGINIA, HERE I COME!