Air

11:O9AM
Haha. I’m currently on the plane, and since there’s no internet.
I’m writing this on Microsoft Word so I can copy&paste it to my blog laters!
My phone won’t even work ,shiet. >:[
Teehee. I’m watching SpongeBob Squarepants. I love SpongeBob. (:
Bleeeeh. I wanted to talk to my girliefrand on the plane, but I have no service.
They say the flight will only take 4 hours and 14 minutes.
I don’t like the number four. D=
I’m so mad, the airport didn’t sell any Arizona Iced Tea.
I’m kinda dizzy. I hope I have internet in Virginia.
Also, Jennifer Nguyen is coming here too, next month.
Hopefully, we meet up and hang out of California. :O
Haha. I’m juss gonna play games on my laptop now.
I would play Sims2, but then it’s kinda embarrassing cuhs people can see.
I’m so tired. I slept at 3AM and woke up at 6AM.
Now I’m watching MTV. It’s talking about Coney Island. (:
I’ve been to Coney Island once with my mom. It’s really fun. I should go again.
This blog is gonna be boring cuhs I’m so distracted watching RoomRaiders.

1:O2PM
I’ve been watching iCarly for the past 2 hours. I actually like it.
How old are these characters anyways? They look like kids.
Man, I’m a little kid. It’s fucking cold.
I am REALLY cold. My nose is chilly.
I got free chips and a Sprite. Yayyyy for free food!
Okay, back to watching iCarly. :D

3:43PM/6:43PM
Stuck in traffic right now. At times like this, I wish I had WiFi.
I’m currently listening to my iPod with the JetBlue headphones.
They were $1 at the airport, but this nice white man gave them to me for free.
I’m really starting to appreciate white people nowadays.
Hopefully, this airport traffic rush won’t last long becuhs I’m really hungry.
I called my girliferand juss a while ago. Made me feel much better.
I’m taller than my mom. :O It’s been 2 years.
Listening to Hide and Seek.<3>
I’m getting really fond of these headphones.
They’ve been with me for the past 5 hours, and it’s way better then my jacked up earphones.
Well, I’ll update laters! I’m gonna go play some computer games.

4:37PM/7:37PM
I finally got my hands on some internet. I'm at my momma's friend's house.
They're making me food! :D
I'll try to update throughout the summer.

What am I supposed to do?

I was hoping you'd fall in love with me the second time I came around.

Today was SO tiring. I went out to eat with Ms.E at Brodard Chateau.
She dropped me off at my boyfrand, Arimi's house.
I had like massive diarrhea at her house because I ate too much at Brodard. It was so sad.
I even prayed to God to save me and help my tummy not hurt while sitting on the toilet.
After that whole scene was over, I talked with my boyfrand. I've missed her.
Then my dad said he was coming home early, so I rushed out.
I stopped by Sk's house.
The first thing he says to me when he sees me, "Why are you so short?"
I rushed to the bus station, but no bus was coming so I fast walked to the next bus station.
There was a 20 year oldish man waiting, so I asked him when the bus would come.
He started talking to me and shiet, and I told him I had to go home cuhs my dad didn't know I was out.
He asked me where I lived. Eeeek. I told him that I lived in the Korean district. D=
I also noticed he had a fucking erection when he was talking to me. So scary! T____T
I got off the bus and ran home and talked to bf on the phone.
Then my phone ran out of batteries and turned off on her. >:O
My dad didn't bring me sushi. ):
Well, I should start packing for Monday! && call my mommy.<3

Headache and Sore feet

ARGHHH so damn tired. This blog is for my biff. And the girliefrand.
So like last night, I slept at around 1AM. This morning I fucking woke up at 9AM.
I was so tired and grouchy. >:[
I couldn't decide on what to wear. It was stressing me out.
I kept getting distracted by something in the sea.
After finally showering and straightening my hair, I imed Jay up and we walked to Arirang to get Lisa a gift.
My feet hurt so much! And fucking Jay didn't even help me and I bought him chips too. JERK.
At Arirang Market, I played the toy-crane machine game, and I won a TURTLE! Kinda ugly, but still.
Man, I swear I have killer skills at toy-crane machines. The claw grabbing shit, you know?
Jay came to my house and I ate my Teriyaki stick with my Arizona and he was making fun of me.
Then I walked to gf's house. But I got lost, and ended up talking to an old white man.
He was really nice. We talked about loud Vietnamese ladies, Korean markets, BGHS, fish, and Gran Torino.
After, I had to run my ass to Marjorie's house and THIS my friend, is where it gets bad.
Marjorie's mom was hella pissed cuhs she knew Marjorie's bf was gonna be there.
Well, when they finally came, I WAS FUCKING SQUISHED. We all were.
The backseat is meant for three passengers. Not four.
It was Ryan, me, Marjorie, and Marjorie's bf. I was dying.
You know what the best part is? I got in the car at about 5, I got out at 7.
Yeah, I spent two fucking hours cramped in the backseat of a smallass stuffy car.
I kinda felt bad cuhs the guy called Sleepy was driving around the whole entire place.
We were going on freeways and shit, and I was so confused and pissed the whole entire time. =/
I posted this part on FML, but I don't think they'd choose mine.
We ended up at West mall and shiet he started driving towards SanDiego, I was so scared.
Knott's was pretty fun. My head hurts a lot though.
I rode this scary Dragon Swing thing. Waaaaah so scary, and little kids were having fun.

And after, we rode La Revolcion. Monica was my buddy. We got the scary side. I was screaming so loud.

After this was Jaguar. It was so scary, and this little girl was like laughing and stuff.
I'm such a pussy, but by that time, my head was like pounding.

After that, they went to ride this REALLY scary ride, so Kevin and I went to Camp Snoopy and rode Woodstock's Airmail. I was sitting next to these little girls and I was yelling "I'm scared Kevin!" And they laughed at me. D=

After was Silver Bullet. Silver Bullet never ceases to amaze me. I was smiling in the picture thing.
We rode it when it was dark out. I could see all the lights and cars up in the air. I fucking love it.

Then we went on log ride. Twice. Ahaha. I love the log ride, but I hate having to spread my legs!

Pony Express was the last ride. I love it too! xD

It was so tiring. My head hurt so much and my feet too. But I had fun.
I got home and showered and ate a late ass dinner. I still have a headache. )=

Need some sleep;

Eric is keeping me company while I wait for this night to end.
Here's a glimpse of a Mak and Yang production. My favorites!

Has a tragedy ever happened in your life?
Janice: I found out my dad and stepmom are having sex on the bed I'm sleeping on. D:
Eric: .. dude
Janice: I know
Eric: That's nasty.
Janice: I know
Eric; What I just found out from Janice
Janice: I know. =/

Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone?
Janice: Fuck that! I listen to songs I want to listen to, and if somebody I don;'t want to think about pops up, I beat the living crap outta them and listen to my good music.
Eric; Uhh nope. JANICE STOP BEIN A SAILOR
Janice: I'm not a sailor. :[
Eric: You're a sailor.
'NUFF SAID

Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now?
Janice: I don't wanna be single. -CRIESSS-Eric help me, my eyes are twitching. I think I'm insomnic!
Eric; Yeah I am. Janice I've been helping you!. You're not an insomniac. :P
Janice: Now I'm a maniac? I sad nic; not niac! ARG.
Eric: What the hell is an insomnic?
Janice: Person who can't sleep.
Eric: That's an insomniac...
I'm a BLONDIE. Dx

Should chauvinists of either gender be in a relationship?
Janice: The hell is a chauvititties? Some zucchini sucking monsters?
Eric; No. Wait. Take that back, they're not my life.
Janice: hat life?
Eric; The chauvinists that decide to get into relationships.
Janice: What are they? Cannibals?
Eric: People who are really biased and devote themselves to a group, cause, or attitude.
Janice: Oh sounds like zucchini sucking monsters to me.

Who Am I to Say?

I'm sick. My back is killing me. My head hurts. My throat is sore. My heart is aching.
I can't seem to lie down. If I don't distract myself, I'll lie and stir about thinking.
Distracting myself seems to help me hurt less emotionally, but not physically.
I'd rather be hurt outside, but why does it have to be both my body and my heart?
I'm so foolish, wrapped in stupidity. I wish he would call me. Still waiting.
The future scares me now. I always looked forward to it, but it's so frightening.
I still can't wait to move out, but I feel as if I lost everything.
If this depression is something because I'm mentally sick or some shit, I wish somebody would cure it.
I miss smiling. When he asked why I was always so happy, I told him, I really wasn't.
But this? It's so much worse. I wish I could be myself again.
I need to talk to something/someone other than this blog. Other than myself.
Help. I hate this feeling of loss and emptiness. Take me back to last week.
But then, who would understand? I don't even know why I feel this way.

Relationships and Anchor Blue jeans

Damnit! I've been craving Photostickers for so long.
You, whoever took my girliefrand's jeans that I personally went shopping with him to get, FUCK YOU.
I hope you get raped by a monkey who has AIDS and dies.
Don't steal from poor Asian kids, steal from the mall, dipshits.
Well. No plans tomorrow. What to do at tutor for 1237 hours now?
My boobs hurt. I miss cuddles. I think my spider named Spidey died.
Omgoshhh I remember how in credit recovery, they all used to call me "kinky". SHOOT!

Okay. I don't think this will be genuine because my dad's gonna come home soon and scare the crap outta me and yell at me, BUT! here it goes.
Oh man. It's been already 5 months since I've been out of a relationship.
Single life was tough man! I cried a whole bunch. And whenever creepy people hit on me, I didn't have the excuse of "my bf will kick your fucking ass so STFU and GTFO".
I swear people are getting creepier and hornier these days. :[ Buy yourself some sex dolls. D=
Realtionships, ay yah yah. Janice dear, you suck at it.
You know what I like most in a relationship? When you get past the awkward and semi scared semi shy stage.
When you can juss change in front of that person. Sing in front of that person.
When you can cry, laugh, eat, and do everything without being embarassed.
I'm an imperfect mess. No guy would be able to accept me.
Too short; too fat. Too loud; too quiet. Too perverted; too naive. God, save me.
One day, I wish some guy would be able to step into my child-sized Converse and see things from my point.
But then, my feet are small, they wouldn't fit.
And if they did... you know what they say about guys with small feet! D;

Lovebug

I can't sleep. I'm redoing this blog.
My brain is over analyzing, over thinking.
I'm so confused. I haven't stepped onto this ground for more than a year already.
It's got me so bewildered and frightened-like some deer caught in headlights.
I've got this tingly warmth in myself. x____x
No it's not butterflies in my tummy, dear. I save that for kisses.
I think it might be karma disguised as a joke.
I think it might be a present wrapped in a pretty bow.
But, it's probably that bitch, Karma knocking on my door.
D.H. even said his tone sounds sarcastic. Eye.dee.kay.
That's kind of a relief since I don't deserve this feeling from someone.
Still... We'll see. I hope it ravels and unwraps nicely.
I hope it helps me erase pain and allows me to draw a line between Now and the Past.
Don't be to rash, it may be nothing at all.

I like sushi!<3
Pinky promises kept: next best thing from chocolate chip waffles.